urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mirroredenvy mirroredenvy mirroredenvy 2005-08-17T07:15:08Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mirroredenvy:363 2005-08-17T07:15:08Z 2005-08-17T07:15:08Z I used to be so hot and I have no trouble saying that. I used to be the best looking and the fittest and the sexiest and now I'm not. I'm fat and disgusting. I swear to God, I have to just stop eating altogether. I'll do what I used to, I'll run for two hours a day, do yoga for another hour and just not eat. I'm going to cry.